i moved back to the valley, got with one of my best friends( which is a number one rule breaker) and got told by an alcoholic that i drink too much, stopped seeing my friend, so i left.. cuz i had nothing to stay for. i moved to portland(which btw is amazing) and now im moving back home again( things didnt work out in portland). and i found out from another ex's mom that my friend that i was dating is going out with a girl we went to high school with (that he asked t go out to lunch with while we were "dating" and i totally thought it was fine) so im totally "looking forward" to seeingg him, sense we go to the same bars, ugh. but i was actually genuinally looking forward to see my friends for my duece duece birhday! but pretty much ive done nothing withmyself. im not going to school, like so any of the people ive gone to school with have. i dont have ajob, which a lot of the people i went to school with are already in high positions at where ever they work. and i am utterly and totally alone. i love beetlejuice. someone save me from myself...but dont be a hyprocrite and im not going to stop drinking... its my life